Friday, August 08, 2003
where are u when i need u most ?
u said u wld be there for me
but u didnt
u said u will lend me ur shoulders to cry on when i need to
but u didnt
i called but u just wanna put down the phone urgently
u are just too busy for me
i respected u, so i tot not to bother u
u said u would lend me a hand
held me up when i need help
but u didnt bother
when i was being condemned
u werent there
u disappoint me
it wasnt u who console me
it wasnt u
u kept bad mouthing me
and i tried not to care
cox i tot that was natural to -comment- abt one
i kept quiet
maybe my actions just make u think that i am wad u call a flirt
a slut
a despo bitch
but well, is it a crime to be a little open-minded
and socialble ?
i tried not to be bothered by those comments
i just want to be myself
maybe u just think that i shld change
but it wasnt easy
i tried
and i tot abt it : its not my fault that im like that
i would try to accept those comments. thankew for commenting
if i went without saying goodbye
would u even care ?
sorry for if i'd done smtg bad to u
would u forgive me ?
where are u when i need u most ?
u said u wld be there for me
but u didnt
why make a promise when u don wanna keep it ?
Friday, August 08, 2003