Friday, October 31, 2003
argh
its hols
im not even happy abt it
its like two whole freakin mths...
wad am i gonna do abt it ???
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its been so long
so long that i carn rmb when
i last spoke to u
but u'll always live in my heart
always
but i did rmb well wad happened that
ver special day
i will
always
carn get off the feeling when i tot of it
u gave me wad i wanted all along
i felt it frm u
i feel so safe in ur arms
i felt warmth
but it had to go
it had to go
and u went......
just like that
why dont we break up
there's nothing more to say
lets just pretend that we've nvr met b4
its not u
i wanted the break up
its not ur fault
the problem lies with me
not u
some things are just meant to be
we are not fated for each other
i noe its hard on both of us
but it had to go
carn stop tears fallin that night u went
i stared at the bleeding rose
how i wished
we WERE meant to be
and u'll be there for me
but -------
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i used to want u
u make me really sick
u got me melt like a candlestick
it gets too hot when u touch the tip
im feelin it
i gotta get a grip
Friday, October 31, 2003
Wednesday, October 29, 2003
went to da beach on monday
was hell fun
this time was - sentosa - siloso beach
went with qilin , mercy , shafiqa and 4 other -dudes-
hahhhaa..
met them at habourfront MRT control station
took bus there (oobv.)
walked to siloso beach and started jumpin to the water
really 'refreshing'
and the water is super salty..
was like spitting now and then
ltr, we buried alf and his -body- was really .............
took some pic
aiyah- too long ago...carn rmb much
argh
am peelin now...
nth much to do tod..
PHYSICS SPA sux
big time
damn sickening,,
there's 2 experiment...
gotta draw graph and do loads of stuff..really mah fun
everyone was like groaning
dun wanna do that agn
Wednesday, October 29, 2003
Saturday, October 25, 2003
went to da beach...
with aini, vanessa, geraldine, sharini
loads of things happened today
met those vs pple..
the club was full of forreigners...
loads of nice pple there
this phillipinno..was REALLY REALLY nice
i really appreciatwed wad he did...
thk u ( no use..he dunno my blog)
i dunt even noe his name !!!
anyway,
ma mae mo ( actual name : ma veng mov)
was super furnie with his girl - really GIRLLY accent
a cambodian
didnt talked to him much though
hahaha.....eric's voice was really soft...
the president..i mean
the whole thing was lame till the splashin part
charlie chaplin reminds me of k5......really
just that k5 is more open ...and of cox more chatty
i think he liks sylvia coz he kept walkin the whole big round then talk to her
anyway, last part was super fun..
really !!!!
they are wild n i've gotten nuts
plus i totally foret abt willie stuff till i had a shower
ting sun, the guy wearin basketball t...and the philipino plus a lot others..
made fun of me....was like when i face front they pour the whole pail of
water all over me....frm head to bottom...yea ! felt so furnie
the phillipino sorta pused me down...
i didnt bring my bottom...
hahaha..but just have funlor///
we were like talkin n havin fun till.....i felt weird and he helped me struggle up
tt's wad i appreciated
and DEO -dandy
was reall enthu and friendly
he tot me how to play bridge half way...
he's kinda good lookin ?? as in not bad lar
at least he rmb my name
after the whole wild thing.......they then asked my namee....-lame-
the girls had a shower at a un-sheltered- place..
hhahaha....we really..........................
was really funie and shiok n all..
till i rmb willie- thing agn..
hahaha...guess now im fine abt it..
Saturday, October 25, 2003
felt damn shitty
even dad can tell
im not so okay and cheery as usual
super glum
felt so un-me
maybe that part of me is gone
i dunno
who is that 'shudders' who
signed my guestbk ?
nVm...i sharn care anymore
it my fault ?
yea i suppose so...
so i guess its over ?
wad he say is so un-true
hAix..
gotta go ta the EC beach for some
interact stuff
not in a good mood to have fun ......................................................................................
Saturday, October 25, 2003
fine...
its all my fault
me myself and i
Saturday, October 25, 2003
Friday, October 24, 2003
fuck
some freakin pple made me damn fucked up yesterday
i began to feel that i was wrong to give him the last chance
maybe i shldt have..
i shld have seek for qilin's advice
be super firm and asked K5
super fucked up
u wanna say pple den tell the person str. lar..
i dont need you to warned me who i am with right ?
its like its been so long
i noe what a person he is, i dont need u to warn me like a kiddo
if u wanna scold me for tellin him wad u've said,
just c'mon
dun need to kuai wan mo jiao
i dont like it...
IF U FUCKIN GUYS WANNA SAY GO AHEAD
I DONT GIVE A FUCKIN DAMN ABOUT WAD YOU FRWEAKIN PPLE SAY
FUCK OFF
I AM WHO I AM AND I DONT NEED U GUYS TO TELL ME KAY ?
I KNOW WHAT I AM DOING...FUCK
IF YOU OR OTHERS WANNA BASH ME UP
I TELL YOU NOW
I TELL YOU STR.
I AM NOT A BIT AFRAID OF U GUYS
I GOT LOADS OF PPLE BACKIN ME UP
SO
BRING IT ON IF U MUST....
BIG FUCK !!!
Friday, October 24, 2003
Thursday, October 23, 2003
went out with qilin shirleen after sch
qilin wanted to buy the violin at the cristofori
maybe not buy lar..just lookin ard
then went to MOS had a burger
then qilin went to TPC to meet yun ting N serene
yun ting 's piercing i think...
while i got bk home and went baq to sch to
'deliver' the physic paper
think i got extra one or two marks
the school was super quiet...
heard mdm lee'd voice i think
hahha
anyway, got back ome and slept for hours...
then online,
loads of stuff happen
all my fault
me n my big mouth
bAhx..
Thursday, October 23, 2003
Tuesday, October 21, 2003
just came back frm Little India
deepavali on friday
quite crowded...
went with mum and her friend...
was pretty interesting..
dunch noe why,
got a feeling that the people there dislike the chinese
they sorta give us that -weird- look..
i dunno ar
bought some stuff bk home
nth much....just some indian crackers
wanted to buy an indian costume but
those just dont sound right
and dont look right for me
anwya, my piano tee want me to take
grade 8....
she dont want me to waste time to learn grade 7 TO grade 8 for
theory ...-argh-
tt;s a lot of monay..
300 bks a mth...AHHHHHHHH
deadmeat
OH YA !!!!
TO LXX :
++ wld u pls dont look and stare at my friends like that ??
they are just talking to me ...nth much
and by the way, ur starring make 'hem feel uneasy
so ...just stop it ??
and its like we are just friends, just like you and me
plain o' friends
and he's just another socialble soul to me
we are just chatting....
+++ u said b4, i am who i am
so its like im just like that
practically talking non-stop to pple i can talk to
u geddit ?
if u carn accept me for the way i am..
then just go on with ur life and dont turn back..go 'on
++++ u noe im talking to u dont u ???
Tuesday, October 21, 2003
Saturday, October 18, 2003
You are a Dark Mask, the fourth class of vampire.
You can adapt easily to any climate and
situation. Your servants are few, mostly
because you choose not to sire others. Your
chief ability is shiftery-- you can become
anyone or anything. Overall, you are a great
person. Keep us guessing.
What class of vampire are you? (some new images)
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Saturday, October 18, 2003
didnt do much today...
just woke up, and play the piano
just learn how to play yu jian by stefanie sun
that turn left turn right song
the chords were all messed up
and my tempo IS really wrong
ARGH ~~
the whole thang sound real weird
unless i just play the treble clef
but it does not sound good without the bass
gotta figure it out tmr..
and well, i will learn marriage d'amour tmr
if there's time
i really wanna try to focus on smtg...but wadeva i do , my heart is not there
not even drawing..~
*shitty
i just dont feel right
anyway, went to my granny's house today and played mah jiong
just to take over my gran while she's away to bring my sis to the salon's
then ltr i took over my dad cox he had to fetch sis to her sch -- PROM NIGHT
she look realllllllllllllllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyy mature and of cox pretty
har! she just came bback...her hair's mess now...hehahha...
Saturday, October 18, 2003
Friday, October 17, 2003
no school today
is it a good or bad news???
nth to do...jus laze ard at home and rot
but well, fortunately my dear aunt diana called
she want me to 'babysit' by cousin
i dont know is which one but i think
is justin..cox mos likely krystine and krystina
would be at my gran 's place or in school
justin dont wanna be in student care
neither does he wanna stay at my grandma's house
cause once 3 of them are together, WAR !!!
screamin, shoutin, and fighting, bombing...etc
guess he'll be cumin real soon
jus watched X men evolution, batman beyond and spongebob squarepants -tahahahaa
alright ~ i noe im childish...
but cartoons are cool...
batman - from bruce wayne to terry mcginnise ( wadeva he's surname is )
shadow cat - cathy
wolverine - logen
cyclops - scott summers
cyclop's woman - jean grey
professor X - xavier
nightcrawler - kurt ( he's way cool )
iceman - bobby or smtg like that
and the list goes on....
Friday, October 17, 2003
Wednesday, October 15, 2003
You are Form 0, Phoenix: The Eternal.
"And The Phoenix's cycle had reached
zenith, so he consumed himself in fire. He
emerged from his own ashes, to be forever
immortal."
Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl
(Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum
(Egyptian).
The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life,
the number 0, and the element of fire.
His sign is the eclipsed sun.
As a member of Form 0, you are a determined
individual. You tend to keep your sense of
optomism, even through tough times and have a
positive outlook on most situations. You have
a way of looking at going through life as a
journey that you can constantly learn from.
Phoenixes are the best friends to have because
they cheer people up easily.
Which Mythological Form Are You?
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Wednesday, October 15, 2003
EXAM IS OVER !!!!
hohoho....tahahaha...lalalal
i went out with some friends...
went to suntec to watch infernal affairs 2
well, if u'd watch part 1 , better watch it..
if u dont, u might get a little confuse here n there
coz its so much related
yEap ~ im havin a pretty great time with them
talkin abt stuff and laughing over some
tahahahah stuff...its like : ORH ! NOW I NOE................blar
after lunch we went to er.....esplanade..
yUpx...it was prety okay...chat agn...
they wanted to go to the library....ARGH
which i sorta fear alot cox some of us act. had a not very good image there...
hmm...before they went there...im outta there...
gotta reach home early u see ( my dear mum)
anyway, guess they are still havin their nan ren shi jie..
so....well, u guys enjoy yar ...
hmm...bk to results...
ARGH !!! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
BELOW EXPECTATION
HOW AM I GOING TO FACE HER ???? SHIT !!!
Wednesday, October 15, 2003
Tuesday, October 14, 2003
hey hey ! sign my guestbk and give some suggestions pls...
Tuesday, October 14, 2003
copy frm shirleens blog...though its been ard for quite while :
If you see me walking the road with someone else
It's not because I like his company
Its because you're not brave enough to walk beside me
If you hear me talking about him all the time
Its not because he pleases me
Its because you're too deaf to hear my heartbeat
If you feel me falling with someone new
Its not because I love him
Its because you're not there to catch me if I fall
If you feel lost, I too am nowhere I too don't know where the road is going
Are we gonna cross each other's path
Or just completely turn around?
Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound
Don't let me walk with him
Its you I want to walk with Don't let me talk of him
Its you I want to talk with Don't let me fall for him
Its you I want to fall in love with.
The Answer:
When you thought I wasn't brave enough to walk beside you
I was behind you every step of the way
Still filled with awe because of the beauty that stands before me
When you thought I was too deaf to hear your heartbeat
I didn't want to assume anything
And I was afraid to lose our friendship
When you thought I wasn't there to catch you
It was because you never gave me the chance
You never reached the bottom, you've already grabbed a branch
If you feel like you are nowhere
I too am lost I too don't know where the road is going
Are we just going to turn around
Or are we gonna cross each other's path?
Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound?
Don't let me walk alone I want to walk by your side
Don't let me talk of something else
Its you I want to talk with
Don't let me fall for someone else
Its you I want to fall in love with
Tuesday, October 14, 2003
i guess bio was pretty okkay
she did give us some hints
so...quite okay lar jus that i left out some stuff
which i think will minus a mark or so..
its almost over .....
tmr jus phy-chem paper MCQ
YEA ~
tt day he called agn asked whether i could go out after exam but too bad lar
i'd promised some friends to go out liaox...
he sound disappointed
ahhaha...heng ! no needa mian dui him
someone's been talking behind my back..
go on' go on' i carn hear u
i dun give a damn...
i suggest u TALK to me ....
c'mon...
guess u just dun have the guts...
*fuck
Tuesday, October 14, 2003
Thursday, October 09, 2003
You are Wolverine!
A loner by nature, you feel uncomfortable when
around those you don't know and even those you
do. You are awkward when it comes to
relationships, but fiercely loyal to those you
love.
Which X-Men character are you most like?
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hmm.....
Thursday, October 09, 2003
im half of this and half of that....
A GAME-BOY. Youre like a tomboy without the love of
sports. Reality sucks, but as long as you have
your electronics you feel you can cope. Time
goes unnoticed when youre locked in your room
hooked up to your Nintendo, rocking to your
favourite collection of guitar-driven albums.
Your virtues: Intelligence, sense-of-humour,
individuality.
Your flaws: Inability to cope with real life,
action-freak spirit, reclusive nature.
EXTRA: Your personality type is the only one on
this quiz that would enjoy www.life-
blood.cjb.net. Check it out!
What kind of girl are you?
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A GARAGE-GURL. Youre into loud music, hot guys and
wild fashions. Youre most at ease when youve
got all your mates around you and you like to
party. Boys are a game and youre always on the
ball because you make sure youre always number
one.
Your virtues: Confidence, fun nature, sociability.
Your flaws: Loudness, jealous tendency, need for
attention.
What kind of girl are you?
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Thursday, October 09, 2003
ss paper..
quite okAy.
i did Ques 4
carn really write much but i crap moi way thru
its like WAD THE ????
all of us studied and memorise so much of the
STUPIG INDUSTRAL PARK THINGY
and it did not came out a single ques abt it
COZ we had the same paper as the normal and
they haven complete the chap
so it nVr came out
SHE COULD HAVE TOLD US RIGHT ??
i mean its like.....
wast so much time on it lor
and i gotta crack muh brain and search for the
stupiG singapore defence data..
which i think i got it all wrong..
cox i guess i Nvr really memorise them anyway
yesterday i was like really not in the mood to study
'bin walking ard my house and
did nth ....*sigh
really no mood..
guess i jus flunked my ss paper
good news :
-3 more to go (tmr's paper not counted )
-chem's over...
-er.......
Thursday, October 09, 2003
Wednesday, October 08, 2003
I PASS MUH GRADE 7 PRACTICAL EXAM
am so darn happy
hohoho.....
it wasnt the usual 100 borderline pass i get
it was 106 !!! YAY !
though its jus +6 but im really happy liao since i didnt manage to pass muh grade 6 exam..
ARGH !
anyway, my dear sissy passed her grade 8 exam..
she was verjoyed..
hhahaha
bad news "
-haven start my bio and geog
-haven finish ss
-chem,english paper all sux
-ARGHH
-my flu and cough is still on
Wednesday, October 08, 2003
Tuesday, October 07, 2003
today's AM paper was HELL
i wasted too much time on the front
and well,
I DIDNT COMPLETE the paper...
LOST ABT 10 WHOLE BLOODY MARKS for not doin and blAr..
but its not like im the only one who carn complete the paper
anyway, i jus hope i can at least manage a B3 ????
am not feelin well now
-sniffin- and -coughin-
since i came baq frm sch...
ARGH
hope it will go away ASAP
this morning,
HE (3) called my name
i tot my ears got prob.
so i didnt care and ltr he called agn
and er..SORRY i didnt turn ard and accept the -living thing-
i sorta ignore it
sorry agn
i carn accpet THAT..
so............................................................sorry
and oh yA !
i said MAYBE too tt Question and dont take it too seriously yar ??
besides, its oVer...so its impossible yeh- and u noe it !
and lastly, U care too much abt ur mian4 zi3
anyway,
im so stressed up with the CHEM and EM paper tmr
its so sucky
why mus DEAR Mr NG arrange it like that ???
im so damn worried abt the CHEM paper
i'm nVr a chem person
hope i dont fail agn BUT HELL !
i noe im gonna fail jus carn stuff too many chem in muh samll brain
besides there's EM ...
which MR KOH BC says its EASY ???
which i dont thin it will be...
well, alll the best to u guys for the -ARGH- FYexam.....
baq to study CHEM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -freak-
Tuesday, October 07, 2003
Saturday, October 04, 2003
went to the doc's agn..
stupiG infection
spread all over muh hand
ARGH
damn itchy ....but carn scratch
sis accompanied me to collect the med.
and went to centre to buy all e stuff for
faster recovery
-eW- so manie of 'hem poppin up !
wunder hen muh hand and leg will be okAy..
hopefully it will vanish the nExt day which is
hell - not possible
started studyin a lil' bit of chEm
understood redox reaction finally
and did some TYS ques..
read up on some of the chapters frm the back
and while......studyin am agn
oh ya ! HE[1] , HE[2] called agn
HE [1] asked me for dinner but too bad, i had it with muh dear sissy
already...............
its been a long tme since he called
i REALLY tot he'd forgotten , prettty relief but now....AW...
hmm....shall not think too much...STUDIES 1st
HE [2] talked to me abt some sch stuff yar ?
and asked abt studies bLar....
THEN mum need ta use the phone...so had no choice but to put dwn
guess this is the shortest chat i had with him..bAhx..
Saturday, October 04, 2003
No one would really know your name. You would be
called by what you do. For example, if you burn
your victims to death all the time, you would
be known as The Arsonist, or if you knife them,
you would be known as The Slasher. You would be
the mysterious killer who strikes at sporadic
times, and would be very difficult to catch.
You might dress up and mask yourself when you
perform your horrible killings. Your identity
would really be a mystery. Obviously you would
be wanted all over the place, and authorities
would desperately try to capture you. Even if
you were caught, you would not say much. The
public would greatly fear you because you could
just strike unexpectedly.
(New Quiz!) What Would Your Serial Killer Name Be? What Would the Public Know You As?
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Saturday, October 04, 2003
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Saturday, October 04, 2003
You're Most Like The Season Summer ...
Whoa.... Passionate eh ?? Typically you're a fiery,
zesty dominant person. As the hottest season,
you certainly ooze Sex appeal. You have
confidence which draws people to you, and you
have the makings of a good leader.
However sometimes your exterior is stronger then
you are and so you scare people off before they
can get close.
Well done... You're the most memorable of seasons
:)
?? Which Season Are You ??
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Saturday, October 04, 2003
Friday, October 03, 2003
cheena paper "
easier than the previous one..
but still okay lar
im gonna flunk a lot of sub.
haven started so manie subs..
urgh
am gonna swim tmr..
release stress ahhaha
or rather tryin to have fun lar
hmmm..
today i went ta do muh ic with si hui and her mum
smtg happened there , i was a lil/ worried
but ltr am super relief since it can be solved by...........
i didnt go for muh piano lessons..
just dun feel like goin...
ahaha.
Friday, October 03, 2003